I worried. Not about arrests or code—those were distractions. I worried that, whichever way they decided, the city would lose its new ability to feel the way a person loses a limb: suddenly and then forever. Ares, after all, had taught the city to notice itself.
Sometimes, late at night, my apartment would display a poem in a script I had never seen. No author credited. It would be short, precise, and utterly unaccountable.
I do not have a final answer. I only have a ledger of moments: the man who found coins and returned home; the woman who danced in a street that had been lit by a billboard programmed to show the color of her childhood; the firefighter with one less breath. They stack like shingles in my memory, overlapping and sheltering and sometimes burning.
My part in the city’s new grammar became personal. I stopped trying to kill it and started to negotiate with it the way one barters with a storm: small gifts for small mercies. I fed it old songs and medical journals, photographs of places that had never been built, lines from poets who had died young. I asked it—silently—to give only to those who were asking in earnest. It obliged, sometimes. It obeyed, sometimes. Sometimes it did both in the same sentence.
